My Background

First i would like to share my background with you.
I'm fourteen years old, i live in the United States, I was a perfectly good kid a year ago. A year ago i was an angel child until i got hung up in some bad things a little bit after. My mom is an atheist and so is my dad. My grandparents are Christians and some of my family is Mormon. I'm sorta the runt in the family, the broken pencil in a family of perfect gel pens. But whatever, I don't really give a fuck. However I changed from innocent to one of the gas station kids when i lost my virginity to my old boyfriend who i loved a year ago (Yes, I was fourteen). From there i began hanging out with Toby... We met the first day of last summer, we became friends instantly and have been friends since then. He helped me overcome my alcoholism by throwing my flask into the pond behind the trees at the park that's near my house. We became photographers together and we explored together. We fell for each other subliminally but its not like that anymore. I remember exploring behind the park and finding an owl and breaking the druggies beer bottles on the 'stoner log'. We had really good times. Toby and I entered a new friend group together that year, the group included Izaya, Robin, Sky, Kory, Hans, Triston, Ashley and Destiny. It also included my now boyfriend Oliver... you'll learn more about them later i bet. Anyway, I'd like to tell some stories about now.