If you've been reading my blog, you probably know that i have a boyfriend, Oliver.
Well this story will show my true loyal girlfriend skills. Recently, since i'm a horny teen just like most other fifteen year old girls out there, I've been trying to take the next step with him (aka: sex). I also recently was told that Oliver has an erectile dysfunction of some sort...not sure if that's true or not. However, Oliver has been turning away the idea of sex for awhile, but he says he's ready. So it makes sense.
Anyhow, I've got myself a friend-with-benefits now. He was eager to lose his virginity and i went with it because he's great at keeping secrets. Oliver wont find out, so what's to lose? His name is Triston and he and I have been mediocre friends for awhile. He has kept every secret I've ever told him. He also is in a relationship with someone that won't budge sexually, but he really does love her.
So long story short we made plans to come to my house, and we both did. We were both very very very very extremely awkward at first...we took turns making a move until eventually we ended up fucking...for twenty three seconds...then he came. (Also, I have an IUD so i don't want any use a condom shit in the comments either) I dont know if we are going to do that again, I'd be down, so it's up to him. But twenty three seconds? Are you serious dude? My last boyfriend could hold his ground for also an hour! Wow...twenty three whole seconds..
Then shortly after I called Kailani up and we met at the city's center (can't say where because i don't want to give up my location) We met with Robin, Alex, and another chick i didn't know. We all hung and went to Urban Outfitters together and then Alex and the other girl went off to find some half smoked cigarettes they could finish off (aka: halfies). Kailani, Robin and I screwed around on the escalators downtown and rode the elevators in the parking garage. Then we went halfie hunting ourselves. We went to this underground parking garage that it known in my town for it's graffiti and for its location, the perfect location to smoke/snort/whatever and not get caught. We smoked like four cigs and then i hobbled out of the garage because i was so light headed. I love being light-headed. Its better then any high, my strange addiction.
Addictions bring me back to sixth grade, I had just moved across the state to a new town and a new school. There was many other new kids that year, two girls in particular come to mind Brianna and Cassy. I became very close to these girls and i remember knowing they were trouble makers from the moment i met them, but i didn't care because i was innocent then. We went to the skating rink a lot together and tried to impress all of the boys with curled hair and eyeliner darker than Satan's soul, of course i never got any of them because i was too good for all the bad boys..but now i'm not. One time when i was walking with Cassy, she asked me what my strange addiction was and i didn't know. She then admitted that hers was cigs and i thought she was crazy. I thought to myself, "That's nasty!." and let it go.
I hung out with Kailani and Robin for a little longer at the laundry mat across from our school, we played truth or dare but nobody would dare anything so it was just talking. We also saw Sky and Chance, they're a couple from my old group. I left the group because i thought they were too much trouble but then i turned out even worse...whoops. Sky hates me, she used to be my bestfriend but she cut me out of her life when i left the group and now its turned to hate somehow. I don't hate her back. Chance is a eleventh grader who goes to the highschool i'll be going to next year, i remember back at the dance my seventh grade year he was doing the 'Chance Train' and would piggy back someone around the corner and then dry hump their face...i rode the Chance Train. I had the biggest crush on him after that too, even though we never talked or even really saw each other. I was convinced i was in love with Chance but of course i wasn't.
Shortly after, my mom came to pick Robin and I up and take us to our house while Kailani rode home because he was scared of my mom because of March twentieth. Robin and I hung for a bit watching occasional vines and just chill'n. Then she had to leave, I got Kailani on the phone and got him to talk to my mom because she wasn't mad at all, and then he decided to come over because he was stranded downtown. We drove and got him and brought him to our house. He talked to my mom along the way and he ended up sleeping over because his mom kicked him out of the house. He smoked a bowl and i smoked a cig and then we passed out watching Paranormal Activity Four.
May i also mention that the twenty-fourth is my mom's birthday, so hip-hooray for the thirty-six year mark!
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